Hey I am back home.
I took time off to go see doc. I nearly fainted in the office, while taking a file from my colleague place. I felt all of sudden like heavy rocks flow from my right brain to the left. I quickly sat down the moment it happen. The second time it happen its when I was queuing up to buy food. When that about to happen, I rush back to my sit and told my colleague to buy for me. I was pretty sure that it must be something to do with my blood, either is suffering from low blood pressure or high blood pressure. So I sms my gf, Jess and told what had happen to me! She called me soon she sees my sms and asked what happen! I told her and she suggest that I go see doctor. Yeah I guess I need to. Glad that Jess came over my help and accompanied me to see doc.
At the consultation room, doc did all the test. He said that my blood pressure was good. I have no fever, no flu, no stomach pain and everything he asked I was cleared. He smile and said he not sure where went wrong. I kept describing to him the headaches I have been having, the tightness in my head, the heart beating fast vein causing to feel painful. He told me it might be due to migraine. He told me to get good sleep and don’t get too tension. He is the second doc that I consulted saying the same thing,”I think you are too stressed at your work. Relax.” Well I really wonder I am really that stress? I don’t know. If I am really stress this proved how pathetic I am, that I cant even take this type of stress. Sigh, or this is a signal telling me to move on? I wonder!
Lord, you have the answer in your hand. I am blind and I cant see, may Lord be kind to me and read aloud what I should do! Thank you lord!
Amen!
