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What are the basic essential “ingredient” to get male and female attracted?

Is it about animal attraction?

Is it about “chemistry” that are already existed between male and female?

What is it?

Late at 5pm, Mr X msn asking how am I and how have I been? Without waiting for my reply, he asked me why have I not returning his sms is it because I change my hp no? I wasnt in a mood to really talk to him, but again other side of me felt bad for ignoring for so long. Thus I told him I was busy and beside I really have no idea what I should reply him. He said out of courtesy I should reply Hi or something but not missing in action. He said he was concerned over me, begin “missing”. I like what? How would I gone “missing”? Anyway, didnt really bother to ask him why he use that word,”missing”?

Before I continued, let me share a little background of Mr X. Mr X has been my school mate since in secondary school and we so happen graduate, went to same polytechnic but different course. Once in awhile I will bump into him in the school premise or even take the same bus home and sit next to each other. We talk like normal friends talk. I never fancy him and I felt the way he wasnt either. As 3years begin together in the same school, he has never asked me out but just exchange of sms. Soon we graduated, we don’t see each other at all. Sometimes he make the move to ask me out to catch a movie and have dinner with him. I agreed with him most of the times, because I treated him like my friend. Soon when I am out dating, I have gone out with lesser and he know that I am attached. Until one day, he sms me this,”Can you stop going out with that guy and be with me!” I was shocked. I never knew that he fancy me and there isnt any warning sign to warn me on that! If I know I would have dart away from it! Hence, I told him through sms that I treat you as my friend, a friend that meet up once in a while with no special feelings. He never give up even though I told him that! Again after for so long, 5 years down the road, where I thought his hopes will gone down. I was wrong. Back to what happen!

He kept saying that I not giving him chance to go out with me, get to know him and etc. I said I really been busy and the timing you chose to go out with are so happen that I am not free! He said I was mean and I was trying to hide away from him! My half side of me was telling me to stop the whole thing and leave him, but again other side of me just couldnt do it! I explained that I am really busy and not avoiding him of anything! Finally he said something like, why am I doing this do him? That stop me a while and composing myself how should I ans him back! Because I don’t to face the same karma of what I am going to do now! So I told him, I was afraid you still have hope for me and stuff. If you really want to meet up just like friends I have no issue or any problems! However, I don’t feel that you seeing that way, thats why I can’t bring myself to meet you! He wasn’t giving up! He said I should give it a try and not always out dating the ang mos! He was pissed and he said, “Fine, go meet your ang mohs!”. I was pissed too when he said that! I told him I not what he think I am and I don’t around with ang mohs like nobody business! Eventually the whole conversation went silence. He finally said he got to go and don’t feel like talking anymore! I apologize to him and encourage him to go out and date ladies that dying to meet him!

After all said, I so scare that I will happen like this too! Anyway I really hope that I have not use any hurtful words on him!

Lord take care of him!

I like today, so peaceful and so calm. How I wished everyday is like this. No stress, No stuffy nose and serious migraine.

It started with humorous pastor, who us his joke that he has with his friend’s son.On the first day of nursery in school, his friend brought his son in. Before they could step in the class, the teacher was asking his son to stick on Hello sticker, My name is_____. The boy look at the teacher and ask why? The teacher smiled and explained,”So that teachers could know your name.” The boy replied,” No, you are my teacher so you should know my name!” The teacher was shocked about his reply. Thus she use another way of persuading  him to stick the sticker on him. The boy asked again why?The desperate teacher explained ,”So that your friends would know your name!” The boy replied,”No!” This time round the teacher got panicky and ask back why. The boy replied,”Because my friend still can’t read!”

Everyone sitting quietly on the bench laughed. It is true, children at nursery cant really read or write! Well its a joke that pastor has brought and break the ice. He called upon us to stand up , to say hi and ask for their names. Thus after one year, we will practically know everyone in church.

In late morning, service ended and I headed off to gym. Feeling hungry and cold on the mrt, I told myself I definitely have to head to the Mr Bean to buy a cup of warm soyabean milk.

After 2hrs in gym, I now back home, feeling good and relax.

Thank god for this day