I really hate summer, I know I should not because I born in summer! So what if I born in summer that doesnt mean I should fall in love with it!
I hate to fight against my feeling and the true fact that I cant even have ONE chance, just once, ONE only to enjoy spring! Why do I have to take a vacation that is on summer? I have been to summer twice and I DO NOT ENJOY it! Why isnt my feelings begin heard? I hate that I have to follow the flow!
Why God in this 365days you split it into four season, why do I have to ended up going in SUMMER! Why do I have put up and hiding away from my feeling I dont like to go there in summer! I really don’t want SUMMER! I hate it! Why arent my feelings begin heard or understand or supported! If that is the case I wont go any where for this year! Drop the idea and stay foot where I am! What is the point of me making the effort and the hope for.. at the end of the day is just blown away!
I hate that .. really I hate that!
Future is create by us, but why am I hindered by all this “natural unforseen issue” and get barred out!
shit!