Archive for January 20, 2008

What is Luck? What m I?

What is luck? What m I without them?

Am I really down in luck?

Why can’t I turn into a famous star over night just like the stars you see on TV?

Why can’t I just woke up one day to find myself am somebody just like how the screen play work?

why? Why?

I hve no luck and I hve people telling me that I m not ready!

Well, futures are create by us so why arent we given the chance!

Oh man!

I hate summer, why cant I have spring?

I really hate summer, I know I should not because I born in summer! So what if I born in summer that doesnt mean I should fall in love with it!

I hate to fight against my feeling and the true fact that I cant even have ONE chance, just once, ONE only to enjoy spring! Why do I have to take a vacation that is on summer? I have been to summer twice and I DO NOT ENJOY it! Why isnt my feelings begin heard? I hate that I have to follow the flow!

Why God in this 365days you split it into four season, why do I have to ended up going in SUMMER! Why do I have put up and hiding away from my feeling I dont like to go there in summer! I really don’t want SUMMER! I hate it! Why arent my feelings begin heard or understand or supported! If that is the case I wont go any where for this year! Drop the idea and stay foot where I am! What is the point of me making the effort and the hope for.. at the end of the day is just blown away!

I hate that .. really I hate that!

Future is create by us, but why am I hindered by all this “natural unforseen issue” and get barred out!

shit!