I sure glad that I didnt followed my childhood dream of becoming a nurse or a doctor!
Its freaks the hell out of me after watching the first season of House. The director whom make the House must have done lots of research or maybe he alwys wanted to be part of the medical team, my guessing is his unfortunate turn into something else. The every detail was narrowed out with every complication diagnose, with all the screwing, cutting, splurging of blood really amaze me and freak me out at the same time! Now I thank god that he didnt make me into a nurse or a doctor! But I really wonder what is he trying to make me into? Not a nurse, not a doctor, not a admin worker, not a teacher, but what? I have been struggling in and out, what I want for my life. I living in an endless life looking for clues, sign, from any source to tell me where I should go! Its tough, I hope that what I had decided that Lord you could blessed it as a true calling for me to do it! Help me oh lord! If you agreed on my decision, make it work for me! Love you my lord!
