Millicent56’s Weblog

The above title are taken from MSN Home news.co.uk.

I read through not every single article about the war with Iraq but read some. I read about how Tony Blair announced war against the Iraq and how his country have been badly affected since then.  Beside Tony Blair begin put in a difficult situation , so is George Bush! Both nation that declare war against Iraq are now facing financial difficulties and losing trust from its own people! With all those problems issuing on the above, I wonder how the military, the air force , and navy perspective view of the whole situation? They have been out in the war for 2years, they see death, they see blood, they see homeless people so what they do feel about it? I wonder?

If I were in one of their shoes, I guess I will be asking qns like :

1) am I doing the right thing?

2) why started the war in the first place?

3) when will the war be ended? what are suppose to do if it doesnt end?

4) did lord really allow that?

I hope that after my completion of my degree .. or maybe before that, I can have the chance to interview soldiers, get to know their perspective view!

In my whole life, I am always playing the game called, “Waiting Game!” Its a simple game, you wait to see what the result will be like! If you are lucky, you will what you want! If not, you have to continue to wait!

Its easy but tough! You don’t usually get what you want and sometimes as years wasted you still don’t get it! I am a good example, I like to wait and the reason why I like the game are:

1) You don’t have to worry about the loved ones that you going to hurt,

2) You take time to get yourself prepared the negative effects that coming through your way,

3) You always hope for the better!

Thus, I have been pushing my dreams away and begin a coward and not able to see the world like I should! Always trapped in the waiting game, running around. Thats my life!

I should follow my intuition and my heart say, not my brain or my mind!

Lord make this work! Be with me, not only now but forever and ever!

Love ya!

I caught the trailer on the movie of Sex and the City.

My heart broke when I watch till the end. Carrie was dumped by Mr Big on their big wedding itself! Isnt that sad? I wonder will that ever happen to me? Or maybe I don’t even hve the chance to hear my Mr Big proposing to me!

Nevertheless, no body knw what will happen in the future.. but I alwys believe that.. it takes two hands to mke it work..