I have quiet myself down a lot during this few days after back from Paris. I totally forgotten that I have this blog, that I put all my thoughts and feelings here.
I only realize when I was reading through the old emails that I send to Hubert. Lots love, hugs and kisses in it, I miss all this words a lot. Even though, it is in black and white not spoken that often, but it do touch my heart.
You must be wondering, why am I reading through every single emails that he wrote to me since 2005. I trying to look for an answer. An answer that will awake me and understand why we still together till now.
Sometimes in a relationship, we took things for granted. Assumptions is another cause for relationship to break up. Now I see the whole picture and I do regard about it.
I have said and done on what I should not have. Nothing can be undone. During this process, I do learn something from it.
I began to have a deeper understanding of Love.
Lord, now hand up my burden to you, make you help me and fixed back the broken bridge between Hubert and me.
Thank you lord, Amen
